this is for my mini vacation and valentine's day ... dreading one (obviously) well, I need to go to galleria and buy a present and see's candies for the teachers.. I went a little crazy yesterday .. I spent $200 on shoes, clothes, perfume, and food... ^^ because of my "bonus" . I need a style makeover .. I want to look fashionable with an actual style. So my shoe and sweater I bought yesterday is a part of my new "look" (:
Everyone seems to be struggling with something lately .. whether it is work, family, finance, friends, religion ... Why is that? I am also struggling, but im ok (for this moment) my friends are annoying me a lot lately...
yes, valentine's day is coming near .. how sad. another year of no one special.. not even a crush to think about! sometimes I think I am not loveable enough ... but then i see so many selfish people being loved .. maybe because Im not actively seeking it? I hope this Thursday goes by quickly...
well, its back to work . I am getting sleepy. -_-
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time;11:39 AM
I wish weekends were longer .. It's Monday morning, and I am tired; not as tired as last Tuesday though. This time I actually slept early last night (12) ^^ Anyway, friends... (ha sounds like a greeting ..) it's more of a statement .. Does it get harder as you get older? Or is it just me?
Well, I need to go now .. I hope this week will work it out somehow..
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time;6:06 AM
I have a break again! We had a spelling bee this morning at the school so the classes are delayed ... (good enough for me!)
I feel much better now (both mind and body) he's not the only guy in the forest right? and my allergy has gotten much better...Thank God!
im eating my stash of "Sweet Tomatoe" bakery .. ^^
anyway i must work on my lesson plans ..
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time;9:39 AM
I need to move on . It is so hard to do that though ... I guess I do regret how i acted before, but how can I worry about that? I cant change the past. I can only act now. And if he thinks I am a horrible person, or if he cant give me another chance, then he doesnt deserve to know me. Because I know Im not a bad person. I wish I could tell him that, but I dont even know how he feels about me (prob. doesnt care) I sent him a message on facebook, and he ignored it. I know because he logged on and wrote on a girl's wall. He could have just told me, "no i dont know of any job openings" and left it at that. But this is basically "dissing." But I guess this way is better for me to poh gee heh, right? Why are guys like that? I hate it ... SIGH
-______- jahl moht saram eul sarang heht ssuh ... I liked the wrong person .. Hah nah nim, doh wah ju seh yoh!
On another note, Im going to sweet tomatoe today! Yea!!! Im so happy ... I love that place! ahssah! And I hope they change the cookie situation ...
Well Im writing on my rare free times.. but now I must go .. another time ..
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time;9:18 AM
i just came back from a wedding .. i woke up at 8 in the morning and got to gabin's house at around 12:30 ... exhausting to say the least.
The wedding was nice .. very cute and modern. i was escorted by a guy to my seat! :) hehe Im so easily made happy.
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Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find my special someone ... it seems like everyone around me has a match .. except me. sigh. Its like, I can never really talk to a guy cuz i dont know how to act .... I feel like such an idiot ... what is this love they talk about .. I want to experience this thing ...
But I hope that God has a plan for me .. a plan I can only trust will happen ... im just afraid of being myself .. and then that guy will be thinking, man she is weird. :) Still I think Im stilll growing into myself so its not the right time now, even if that sounds really strange .. cuz i am already 23 .. but yea, I am still trying to find out who i am. I guess in a way, I am closer than I was years ago, which I am SO grateful for... my 19-21 years were NOT fun to say the least. Im just worried I wont find him ... AGHHHH I need to stop worrying ... I trust in You, God. Lord, you have my heart.
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time;10:42 PM
I got this from my daily email from : God's Daily Promises .. just thought it was interesting..
Rescued from rebellion
Young John Newton called himself an atheist, and his life demonstrated his lack of belief in God. Even the coarsest sailors aboard his slave-trading ship could not stand his filthy speech. He brutalized the male slaves and sexually abused the women, and he prodded other sailors to do the same. The ship's captain finally put him ashore on the coast of Africa, and there he became a servant of slavers.
Finally rescued by another merchant ship, Newton once again fouled the ship with his presence. In a drunken stupor he almost plunged overboard, and the captain wished that he had. Then, amazingly in the midst of a vicious ocean storm in 1748, God touched his heart. Years after his remarkable conversion, Newton commented, "I see no reason why the Lord singled me out for mercy…unless it was to show that with him nothing is impossible."
The fool who had said in his heart that there was no God was now transformed. He became famous throughout England, both as a preacher and a writer of hymns. Without a doubt, the best-known hymn of this former atheist is the following:
Amazing grace! how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found,
Was blind but now I see.
JOHN NEWTON
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Amen.
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time;8:44 PM
omgosh i just went out to check the mail and its so NICE outside!!! It feels like 72 or something .. wait let me check ; WOW 68 .. it feels warm because of the sun .. thats my favorite type of weather .. light sun with cool breeze .. heesh, I wish I could go to the park -__- anyway I just saw someone make Haemool spagetti on tv, and i was about to make some, but i dont have all the ingredients at home (heavy cream, shrimp) I have all the rest at home .. mussels ..mmm ^^ So I just pan fried some tofu with sesame seed oil .. Doesnt that sound good? Well it is .. anyhow I better get off now .. too much computer is bad for you .. yes you, so go outside and take a look at the beauty .. 기분 좋아질걸요 .. :)
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time;1:33 PM